Awww this is really nice of you and I smiled, so thank you 
I really hope that 2021 will be better in all terms, ofc the virus wonāt just disappear from one second to another but positive thoughts make you think way more positively! Some things might not go as planned or how you wanted them to go but thereās something out there, whether itās God or someone/something else that has a plan for you!
Also quick reminder in case you feel small in this world or not worth itā¦imagine how many cells and good bacteria and many other tiny things are working in your body to make you healthyā¦they are all working for you; you are worth it