You are really really strong girl A strong bad@ss girl 
Thnxx for sharing 
^_^
I won’t say i can relate with your whole situation or I can understand your pain becz i dont becz i never been through it but I can relate with the not telling my parents part because my parents are really strict they never approved me for having a relationship so when all of this stuff happened to me when he abused me mentally and physically I couldn’t tell my parents I used to cry whenever I was alone I couldn’t sleep at night ; I regret everyday not telling my parents about him I was so scared that my parents will be so disappointed with me they would think I am pathetic I still regret but I don’t have the courage to tell them and personally I want to stay away from him I don’t want to see his face never
I do agree now most of the community stories are mafia stories in which there will be a weak girl and a fuqboy I personally don’t have anything against mafia stories but I guess u understand how irritating the story line is
p.s I use a lot of because