I am a boy… I know this is hard but like lowkey just straight up ask him out-
i know everyone says not to do it over text but it’s SO much fuejking safer, honestly, because if he says no you can just say “omg, omg, omg, i’m so sorry my best friend or my sibilings got my phone 
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(read the parentheses if your too lazy to read the whole thing)
just remember you only live once and like really let that sink in
2019 went by super fast, and it’s only going to keep getting faster and faster.