Sorry about my boyfriend. He can be a bit much sometimes.
But then I looked closer and I realized she just wanted an excuse to say “my boyfriend”. So she was really saying:
Get the $&@/ away from my man
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Soooooo it turns out that me and my best friend had this hugeeeeee fight last year and with that she highly disliked my boyfriend. So after all that we’re talking this year at lunch right and I was saying how I didn’t see my boyfriend liking me last year and she goes:”oh girl I did. Yeah I remember when you weren’t in the class before the fight that he came to me and asked for your snap and I said you didn’t have one, and then he asked for your number but said he still had it.” I was so shocked because I honestly thought he didn’t like me at all. And it also kinda hurt me that my friend was like that mad at me not to tell me that he said this and apparently was always asking about me.
I mean I didn’t come out and tell her that it hurt me but it low key did and I’m still shook that all of that happened without my knowledge. also I’m still shook my own boyfriend found me likeable anyways but yeah that just kinda hurt me yet made my heart melt to hear him crushing on me like that while I was running around talking about greys anatomy and rap snacks 
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Oh.
Wow.
How do I reply?
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So, good news and bad news.
Bad news: I spoke to my ex, we hung out, it was the most awkward moment of our entire lives. I thought we had such a strong relationship before we would just be able to bounce back but…guess not. We talked about it, and decided that it would be best for us to remain friends but lay off the romance. On one hand, I’m glad because she’s a really cool person and I don’t want to y’know…forget her entirely. On the other hand, it’s gonna be hard trying to remain just friends when we both know there’s something more underneath that friendship. Or, at least, there was.
Good news: I spent a month in NY last summer and I met this amazing girl from Uruguay. We’ve got the same taste in music, love film (I want to be a producer/director, she wants to be an actress), love dancing and have the same dark sense of humor - so we hit it off right away. The month I spent in NY was the most special month of my entire life, and a big part of it is thanks to her (her dorm was one floor below mine, so we spent most of our time away from class together). We’ve kept in touch for the last couple of months and have been flirting hard. Best part is; there is a chance she might come to my country in April for a music festival, so I’m really excited to see what will happen!
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Thats nice!
I so happy for you!!! It’s sound like it might work out! 
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Thank you! I really hope it does. I haven’t felt this way for a person in a long time 
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It was just a small rant/sweet story I had to get off my chest
when younger kids have a relationship and I don’t 
I’m so freaking happy this is what she said to me yesterday
(For context we were talking about how to make sure she got permission from her school to miss some days of class to come to my country)
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omg congrats
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Hmmm, try to study at coffee shops or the library if you can maybe you’ll meet some new people!!
you might even have a meet-cute
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feels bad
i am kidding
hey ya’ll, I feel kind of pathetic posting about this on here, but I need to freak out somewhere lmao
so in like holy shit I didn’t realize the time ten minutes I’m planning on texting this guy that I really messed things up with. in short, I’m my own worst enemy and I let my insecurities and self-hatred get in the way of something that could have been great. thus, I illogically reasoned that I should cut him off for two months 
yes, I’m an idiot- I’m aware of that.
within these two months, I’ve had a decent amount of time to reflect on myself, and I have begun to try and be a better person. I have missed him so incredibly much it’s insane. I’m trying to be patient and understanding, because I have messed up terribly and he has every right to be indifferent with me.
I have no idea what to expect right now. I have been waiting an entire week to text him, but I’m freaking the heck out. I have no idea what he will reply, and I don’t even know if he will reply.
It sucks knowing that you did something wrong, but only after it has happened. I have spent two months of feeling utterly empty, and I have broke myself. but I think I’m ready to try and make things right.
I know a lot of people say this, but I have genuinely never felt this way about somebody. I don’t want closure- closure just isn’t the right word. to me, closure would mean that it’s done, and I don’t want things to be done with him.
ahhh man- two months of not taking care of myself in the slightest and surviving rather than living. two months of not feeling like myself at all. two months of constant crying and degradation. my mental health has been on a roller coaster for the past five years, but I have never felt so empty before. and I have been waiting for this very moment. and now that I’m here, I’m freaking out. oh my god.
to say I’m terrified is an absolute understatement. please knock on wood for me or something because I’m a mess lmao hope y’all have a good freaking day though!!
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text him do it. you’ll never know until you try.
I texted him. I put my phone on silent mode so I’m not constantly anxiety-riddled, but it’s not working too well because I’m shaking all over and my stomach keeps flipping. yeehaw
did he leave you on read? cause that tiks my tok 
nvm…
nah, he left me on delivered 
fun times and tan lines
the magic eight ball said that he would reply though oofadoodles
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okay okay thats a good sign!!!
I keep dreaming about Jamie, but like friend situations. I like the dreams, I can’t wait to finally see him again.
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