well if you hate it. its clerly not the way to go.
I good idea is haveing a mane job. and then write or draw on the side. my friend who is proffesinal in art and design says there are way to many people who do it and its really hard to get a job,
I have a mane job and write on the side. few people can live on art or writhing. I had a teacher who also had publish multiple books. he had told that the chance of living of it is little. it either has to become very famouse, or you need to publish really many many books,