I don’t believe in god at all, and I’ve told my mom this before, twice actually. Both times, she passed it as something a child would say. I think I’ve grown a lot these past few years but my beliefs on religion haven’t changed- I don’t believe in anything. We have like a little temple in our house (most Indian households do) and we have to pray there every Tuesday, and it is forced- obviously. I’ve just told my mom this already and she doesn’t care- so I really hope that when I’m older she won’t force any of this onto me. She’s told me that she followed the religion her elders did, because she grew up with it, but my views on life are lot more realistic than what my religion portrays.
As A muslim, I do believe in god but I respect your choice too. Not everyone is suposed to do what theyre told
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I have never felt happy before I mean I can smile and laugh but I don’t feel it like there is this thing blocking everything I don’t open up to people nor do I trust them cuz all my life I was treated like shit by my own father he was awful I mean he never loved me I never opened up about this but here for some reason I feel safe I don’t know I was bullied for all my life up till now and now I have to go back to my home town and have to be were my father is where the kids that bullied me because of my weight and my disabilities like i just open up to my ma and it hurt me because I had to tell her that everyday I just don’t wake up and that I go to bed early because than you won’t see me fall apart that every time I look in a mirror I cringe and that I can’t feel at all I can’t because my father took it from me all my soul my everything he took it and damaged the shit out of it all I want is to have friends to feel again to smile and really feel it I want to get ride of all the memories of my father throwing stuff and pushing me and say shit to me like honestly I don’t have friends and I had one but me and her don’t talk she got popular and will ya know we talk but like really never an I am in high school and still don’t have friends I got my ma and honestly she the best haha but I want friends that can me laugh be there for me ya know but I hope everyone has a good day and thank you for making this discussion it helped me I haven’t talked about this stuff for years
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I’m so sorry It’s really hard when your own family treats you badly but don’t worry we are all your friendS and I’m sure we’ll help each other
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don’t be it’s life and I learned that life aint perfect and that one day I know that stuff will get better but thank you have a great day
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Life isn’t perfect
There is nothing more right than than that
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but honestly that doesn’t mean to stop trying coming from me sometimes you have to be your own hero your own support ya know becuase life puts you through stuff because it knows that through that Pain you will go somewhere if I am making any sense
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That’s really tough.
Don’t worry about feeling too dramatic. It’s still really hard, and your problems are completely valid! Don’t let anyone else tear you down. 
If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m here to listen. You can PM me any time! 
I hope it continues to be better! I can tell that you’re a super strong person, and that you’ve improved a whole ton as a person. You deserve to surround yourself with kind friends who support you.
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I’m so sorry to hear that. That’s super rough. You seem like a genuine person, and you definitely deserve people who love and care for you.
I hope you feel better. Feel free to talk to me if you’d like. You can PM me any time.
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Good luck!
Things will get better for sure. You got this! Trying your best to stay calm or in a quieter state of mind is the best you can do when taking a test. Sorry, I know it’s not helpful, since that’s obviously super hard to do.
Good luck!!!
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I see myself as a mess, when I can’t handle a situation I break down crying. I have anxiety, and I’m never able to do most things on my own, like order my own food, ask someone a question. My heart beats so fast and I start sweating and shaking, my self esteem is at rock bottom. It can’t get any worse honestly, I can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore, I cry everyday because of stress, but I hide everything with a smile. Everytime someone asks if I’m ok I say “yeah!” When I’m minutes away from having a panic attack… I never truly know how I’m feeling as my emotions are all over the place, I feel so many things at once, that I can’t even focus on a daily basis. My head starts to hurt, and all a I can think about are negative thoughts that destroy me. My parents said “it’s just a phase” but that was 4 years ago. How much more can I take? My body is weak, every negative word said to me always stays with me. They affect me more than they should, I’m to sensitive, to fragile. Am I really insane like they all say?
I’m sorry if I went to far into detail, I can’t really control myself when I vent, I just let everything out…
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I have anxiety too and it’s not the best thing ever I’m brave inside and a stupid nerd outside. But I wasn’t always like this. Friend and parent fights made me
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Awh… I’m so sorry to hear that, same with me. And school made me like this too
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thanks im sorry too
I’m graduating today, actually 
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thats amazing
Thank you! I’m so happy! 
I’m sorry you’re going through that if you need someone talked to I’m here.
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