I want to believe in love but I cannot. I have never experienced such feelings for anyone. I have had crushes, sure, but I have never loved someone in the way people mean it, unless it’s family, where I am lowkey forced to love them.
I don’t think love is our entire life. They say that the ultimate life goal is to et married, have lots of kids, a big house, stable job… Shit like that, which is not my goal in life.