I always try to tell people to take any opportunity that has the potential to be great because it isn’t fun to live with regrets and “what if”s.
But it’s hard to say. I don’t want you to miss out on what could be a great experience for you, but I don’t want you to force yourself either. You know how you feel better than anyone else, so I can’t really say what you should or shouldn’t do.
What I’m wondering though is deep down, do you actually want to be in a relationship or love or do you think you might be aromantic? Because if you resonate with aromanticism, then I’d say it’s best to not invest your time and heart in a place where it doesn’t want to be.