That is bogus. I remember when my best, only friend, the one I previously mentioned, started changing a little. She was becoming a bit lost in herself, really emotional. She had depression pretty bad those days. I was her support and her rock. She tells me all the time like, “I wouldn’t have survived without you!” And I’m the exact same way.
We have this weird attachment to each other like that, even when we had other people surrounding us, “friends”, it was just us really. XD
Me and her were never “cool”, even though we were technically “friends” with kids that became cool later, then we didn’t mean much any more. That’s pretty natural and whatever. They became cool to other people, and me and my bestie became cooler to each other. lol. We’ve been friends for…I have to math…14 years now. Holy balls. XDXD I haven’t counted that in a long time.
So I get drifting apart from the less important people. It is quite sad in the time. But I am very very fortunate to have my buddy.
Nowadays, I wish I had a squad because in college, oh man. I met so many people a lot like me! I didn’t think many of me existed, but we all are attracted to the same thing, so we all met each other at college and it was fabulous. I’d host parties at my apartment where I’d cook spaghetti and lasagna for them and we’d bond over video games.
Now I’m not in college anymore because I got everything I needed out of that school (I’m in between colleges now, lol) And I’ll be doing my next college online.
I did see a picture taken not too long ago on one of my old college mate’s instagrams and…it made me cry because her boyfriend was hosting game night, like I used to do. And I got really emotional, like, I MISS MY SQUAD OF ART NERDS! T.T But I got over it quick. Kinda have to. I called my bestie, and she was like, “You’re the bestest bestie ever, you’re amazing! I love you! ANd that’s all that matters!” LOL
So…to an extent, I actually do understand wanting “more friends”. But I want them to be the right ones, you know?