i dont know what im doing, like at all. i don’t feel like I’m myself anymore, my grades have dropped so much, I’m basically not passing the grade. i get so angry at my family they irritate me soo much and I don’t know why. i feel bad but I just cant bring my self to say I’m sorry. i feel super lonely and the only thing keeping me together is my show that gets new episodes but I’m still not motivated to do anything else. can anybody else relate or no haha 
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I kinda know how you feel. I used to be really passionate about making music but the virus has made school and life a lot harder. Like even my eating schedule has gotten really thrown off and it’s hard to get up in the mornings…
But you’re definitely not alone in your struggles. If you ever need to reach out to someone and talk or vent, I’m here for you! You are a great person who WILL do great things one day, keep pressing on! 
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I can relate, I’m sorry you feel this way. Have you told your family? You might have depression, which is totally normal with the virus. I used to be so passionate about lots of things but then I started to feel alone also, I would recommend surrounding yourself with friendly, sweet people. It helps trust me. and being angry at your family, especially siblings, is normal. Just keep your head up, things will get better
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I understand. For some reason quarantine makes life a little harder. My sleep schedule is basically non-existent now and all I wanna do is stay in bed. But just remember that everything will get better. And I know you said you can’t bring yourself to it, but if you apologize to your family you’ll feel a little bit better.
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no i havent told my family, i just dont think my mom would understand. i dont even know why im mad i just feel like i loose my temper so much. my relashionship with my mom has gone down and it hurts a lot
thank you so much for responding ive been trying to keep my mind occupied by being here on the forums, i feel like this is another safe place for me.
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I understand, I have had straight A’s my whole life but since I had to switch to online I have been getting straight Fs because I get major anxiety from online work and can’t really process what I am reading through my head. I have had to switch schools 3 times. You aren’t alone.
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I feel you, I struggle with anxiety, and trust me, my mom is the last person that I thought would understand. But surprisingly she understood, our relationship is a lot stronger now. It’s totally ok if you don’t tell her, just a thought
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yea i actually didnt even pass my last semester and everytime i think about it i get queezy, i dont know what im feeling.
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could you help me, i have no idea what to say to her
sure, one night i just couldnt stand it anymore i simply said. “Mom you have seen that I have been different recently. And it’s just cuz i’m not myself, i think it might be depression.” she understood immeadiely
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ill try to put the effort in to talking with her, i hope things get better because i hate where im at, thank you so much
Ya I told my dad I haven’t felt myself and I’ve been really depressed and he understood. He talked to me about it and reassured me that everything will be ok.
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I totally agree there!! It was really hard not being able to hang out with irl friends, and even connecting with people over text wasn’t going well. But I’ve been able to make a lot of good friends here which helps me not feel so lonely
That’s awesome that the forums has been good to you too! 
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I hope things get better for you! Don’t be scared just go! No need to thank me I can’t stand seeing anyone sad and hating where they are at
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thank you guys so much, you have really made my night and gave me the motivation to talk to my family. thank you so much again
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Ik you didnt have to respond but you did and im really grateful. your really are a blessing thank you so much from the bottom of my heart
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yes this community is so amazing, ive meet soo many sweet, and kind people like you guys, its gotten me through a lot
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That’s so awesome to hear! You can always feel free to reach out to us whenever, no questions asked! <3
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I’m glad you know you can come here to talk about anything. If you ever wanna talk add me on instagram @alleyb_episode
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