I am going through something. And being called a cyberbully by one of my closest friends didn’t make it better… Gosh I really want to die. And I was able to get help from @XMysteryX and @jenna1012. I love these girls so much… Gosh girls thank you. It’s going to take a while for me to forgive myself. I know that. And I know it’ll take a while for most of my friends to forgive me. But gosh thank you Jen and Ari. You mean so much to me.
Amani I love you so much, I don’t think you are a bad person at all. We all make mistakes but that is what makes us human, we weren’t meant to be perfect!
Hello @epsd.ama!!! Its awesome that you dedicated this thread to your (forum) kids!! But if you don’t mind me asking, why did you add the detail ‘Gosh I really want to die’. Feeling suicidal isn’t really something to take very lightly and to say a a normal/common thing, Simply saying that could trigger someone severely. If this is how you truly feel and you are not simply saying this for ‘laughs’ or because it seems to be a ‘common’ thing to say, then I would recommend going to a mental health specialist instead of posting something of this kind of nature on a supposedly happy thread (If you are please at least maybe add a trigger warning? )
On another note:
Please if you are getting cyberbullied REPORT REPORT REPORT!!! YOU DON’T DESERVE ANY HATE OR ANY BULLYING OF ANY KIND GIRL!!! UNDERSTAND IT!!! if you explain your situation to the Moderators in a report for the person they will surely understand and look into it (Since I believe they have access to every sent message, not sure tho )
Oooh no. That’s not what happened at all. I was… Not mentally ok. And they were there for me. Because of that very reason. They prevented me from doing that.
I don’t know what happened, but I do know you aren’t a bad person Amani. You just sometimes can’t control your emotions and that comes from being young. I’m always here for you. I wasn’t on at the time of questioning. I don’t know what really happened and that’s in the past. I think everyone should leave it there. That’s just my opinion.
I know I’m probably the last person she wants rob hear from and like I said i wasn’t on when whatever happened happened. But I believe it’s in he past now and should be left there. Bringing it up again only opens the wounds that are trying to heal.
Anyone… you… we haven’t been as close lately and I know you think of me as an old lady… so I know sometimes people don’t want to hear advice from older people…