Could someone give me some feedback on this? 
I know it’s bad but…
2 am thoughts
As I slip out of bed I hear my phone ring. The distance between me and the bed stand feels unreal. What’s happening?! As I stumble the 100 miles it feels like, I hear something; “Hey.” Colin Pierce. My heart starts racing. I don’t even know someone named ‘Colin Pierce’ but I know him… Does that even make sense?! “Life doesn’t make sense, Rowan” His voice cracks. This couldn’t be real. Where am I? Why am I here? It’s like this is my world but it’s not. Nothing is the same but it’s the same. “Stop questioning it. This is your reality…It always will be.” Out of nowhere we end up in an empty field. In the distance… I see two children. In simple jean overalls and dirty brown tee-shirts, I’m assuming they were once white. “They don’t seem to notice us” Colin says softly. “Where are we?” I ask. An awkward silence falls between us. He takes a deep breath. “So you don’t remember?”. ‘Remember what?’ I say in my head. Should I know this place? “Nothing? Really?” He croaks, almost in tears. “Take a closer look. The boys-” What boys? As the children seem to be getting closer to us, I notice… “Is that me?” The children stop running to turn to face us. Little Colin runs to Colin’s arms. Colin picks him up and sits him on the fence next to him. Little Me…he doesn’t move. We look into each other’s eyes. All I see is pain,darkness. I walk closer to him not taking my eyes off him. “What’s wrong?” I ask him. “You should know…I’m you after all”. I wake up in a puddle of my own sweat. In tears i question myself, ‘Why was he upset?’