Everyday is the same. Wake up, brush your teeth, eat, and then what. The activities they force me to do all for nothing but death in the end. I sit still on my bed slouching and feeling a numb sensation. But really numb is never nothing. The universe is not a nothing. Then continue in out of the universe it isn’t a nothing. There never is a nothing. There could NEVER be a nothing. When you think nothing you think a white screen? Then that’s a white screen, it’s simply not ‘nothing’. The human brain can not function a nothing, for a nothing will be a something and a something will be a nothing but will be a something. All the thought scares me, pacing my beating heart wondering what nothing is. And if I was trapped in nothing. Then wouldn’t that nothing be something? Because I am the nothing set into a something, creating a new something without a nothing…