second one 
planned on writing two this time 
liar
I remember the time i first saw him. 2nd january to be exact. Him talking to his friends and smiling. That damn smile was all it took to fall in love with him. And that’s when he turned and i noticed his ocean blue eyes. Those same blue eyes were boring into my soul, searching for heaven only knew what. And thats when he approached me, glaring at me. And thats when my adventure began. I still remember each detail like it was yesterday. It makes me most happy to remember the hours we spent playing and cuddling and sharing our experiences. The memory itself brought goose bumps to my arms. But it hurts knowing the person who i made the best memories with turning into a memory. good things dont happen to me apparently.
oh, if only…if only i wouldn’t have lied…
liar
Sinners club. Thats where our worlds collided. Thats when my happy moments started, with him. lucifer. starting from him carrying my drunk ass to his apartment cause i apparently fainted. to us making out and having fun. from saying ‘hi’ to catching hands. from being a gentleman to going back to his old self. how i’d kill to have those moments back.
“i love you”
“but- i dont love you lucifer. i was just having fun. i didnt know you’d eventually fall in love with me-”
those were our last words. oh, if only. if only i wouldnt have lied…
i’m only good at writing romance apparently