in the dark
2:00 am
its currently 2 am and i cant sleep, cause of the thing that’s right infront of me.
‘you need to get rid of it’
what? no! what if someone see’s me’
’no one can see it except you!. i fought with my conscience, thinking of what to do next.
i made up my mind, the only thing i can do to let go is burn it. i walked up to the dead body outside my closet and kissed it one last goodbye
"goodbye mum, its time to let go" i said.
yes, the body infront of me is my mum’s. i dont know how its right here with my but what i do know is that i have to burn it, there’s no other way.
i took it oustside to the woods, carrying a flashlight with matchsticks and gasoline. surprisingly it followed me. and yes, it walks and follows me wherever i go. but it cant talk or say something.
i slowly made the way to the woods, trying not to attract creatures.
my mum, or i say her dead body stood right infront of me. i looked at her for one last time.
’goodbye’ i thought to myself and then put the gasoline making her shake and lit the fire. trying to control my tears from falling. even though i know it wasn’t right keeping her body with me, it was the last thing i had of her’s.
i did the task for the sake of my conscience.
appreciate the things you have cause the moment they’re gone, you’ll regret it for the rest of your life.
definitely something i’ve never written before 
and also reading this again made me realise this is crap but still +1 for trying