太棒了👏 我说一点点🤏 我有时会用中文上高中的时候。自从我上了大学,我就很少讲中文。
Sorry for any mistakes
太棒了👏 我说一点点🤏 我有时会用中文上高中的时候。自从我上了大学,我就很少讲中文。
Sorry for any mistakes
My goal is to find my will to live
Same
My other goal would be to get a girlfriend but I know that isn’t going to happen.
lol you’ll get there… at some point
You have a lot to accomplish. Where do you wanna go?
@aristotilee meh, no negative thinking, you’ll meet someone. Don’t stress it
I can only hope
There’s someone out there for everyone. Just live yah best life until that person pops up
Episode-wise,
In 2020, I’ll try to update every month or so. So far I’ve been slacking because of my personal life being all over the place.
Life-wise…
In 2020 I want to get my mental health in check. This year held huge struggles for me and I don’t want to go on like this. I need change.
Of course writing skills. And it’s so hard for me as a beginner on writing on epii. I dont understand alot and I’m in this community to meet new people and so we can all help eachother. Merry Christmas. And great new years resolution girl. My new years resolution is also to beat my depression and anxiety and not let it hold me back ever again from life and living. And to be a great person and help people who struggle with mental health. I know I’d be great at that. A huge one is moving on from my past and never looking back at it again no matter what. And just keep moving on moving forward and loving myself and talking care of myself and staying in this moment only in the here and now and making it beautiful. I know we are all capable of anything and all should help and stick together we can face anything. I’m going to stay in the here and now and become a better person to those who deserve it. And meet people. And be accepted for the real me :). I’m 24 I live in USA. Allentown Pennsylvania. I was born here I’ve been to New Jersey and New York city. Beautiful city. I love RVs. And road trips and lake houses and cabins camping, taking adventures and traveling. And taking care of myself making my self all dressed up and doing my hair and make up and nails. I love shopping. I have a good heart. But I’m no longer that weak girl. I’m a strong women and I dont let anyone hurt me or get to me no matter what everr again. It ain’t worth it. It really ain’t at all. I’d like to know more about you and all of you. And my new story is called why me. It’s about a women that suffers from bad anxiety and depression and people try helping her but she ends up breaking alot but gets back up hopefully she will fully get better and have a happy ending like she truly deserves that was supposed to be a smile but it didnt work?? Lol yeah idk…
My goals:
-4.0 GPA (Last semester averaged out to mainly Bs, so I dont think that’s too unattainable)
-Get the principal to let the Color Guard perform with flags during the spaghetti dinner (a thing for incoming freshmen to see all the clubs and sports)
-Get on Wind Ensemble
-Get a solo in Jazz Band
-become Color Guard team captain
-finish the OOAK doll I’m working on
Since it seems like this bitch is going up in flames anyway I’ve decided this is the year I’m Kondo methoding life. If it sparks joy I will have as much of it as I want - booze, dope, sex, smokes, all the bad kinds of food that I convince myself can’t be that bad because it’s vegan and I’m delusional - and thank it after. If it doesn’t spark joy - wearing makeup when I don’t feel like it, holding myself to unreasonable standards, feeling shame for the things I enjoy, thinking too much about what other people might be thinking even when whatever it is most likely has no effect on my overall being - then it shall be tossed out like forgotten clothes, old newspapers…idk what people normally throw away as I am a compulsive collector of useless junk which according to my new lifestyle choices I shall now be free to horde like a gluttonous, hedonistic, tacky dragon.
Girl you look completely fit. I need to lose weight im tired of people calling me fat. Or whale
Coding is very hard for me cause I am slow and always was in learning support. Im not sure how to follow my characters and how to shift. And have 2 people lay in bed and stay there and talk and kiss while zooming on them. And when i have music on idk how to turn it back off. And i have no idea how to put overlays in my story. And how to have 5 people in 1 zone spotted perfectly. I honestly cant learn right cause i dont understand alot of words and im terrible at all the coding honestly. But i love writting and im sure people will like to read my story. Its about my life. And i want this so bad its something i want really bad to become really good at too. And have people lay in beds together while kissing and talking and actually staying in the bed. I dont know how people do that. To stay in the bed and how to zoom as long as I want then put the zoom off and how to put the zoom off when i am done. And how to give hugs and kisses and how to get in a fight. And I have no idea what shifting means idk how to shift and idk how to make my character be in a car and how to make the car drive its so hard and i don’t get it no matter how many times people explain and all that and no matter how much i watch all tutorials nothing helps me. I just want to know how. And how I can make my story great and how to walk up and down hallways or rooms and how to walk down or up to a house door the right way and then go inside. Please reply to my questions and I know its alot but it will mean the world to me please answer all my questions and tell me how to do everything right.
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