So when I get anxious, nervous, frustrated, or stressed I scratch my arm. I wear a hoodie, even though it’s summer and hot, I barely show my arms. My arms are f*cked up I hate everything of them now. My arms are so thin people at school put their hands around them/measure them. And now they’re red and scratched. My mom tried getting me to take off my hoodie and wear a short sleeve shirt to the store. Sorry but no :))))) I wore a hoodie but my siblings said they’re embarrassed of me.
Okay goodnight
Ok what the actual fuck. Your gorgeous (yes I’ve seen your face) and you should be incredibly proud of it! You are beautiful in every way and your flaws including your art make you even more beautiful on the inside. I know it’s cliChe, but your beautiful just the way you are. Also your siblings siblings won’t nice, even I wouldn’t say that about my annoying sister. You look good in every type of clothing. I feel the same way. My legs are to hairy or my thighs are too fat or my arms are thin. (That’s why I don’t where shorts) But I promise you if you try it, you’ll realize how easy it is after that.
how the fuck do you think i feel? i love you so so so much but i’m not your fucking favorite so stop lying. i know you have so many other friends who you’d put above me. don’t act like i’m the best thing that’s ever happened to you and just say i’m your friend because it’s pretty fucking obvious i’m not your best friend. i see what happens. i’m not blind. i’m insecure too and when you lie to me it makes me feel like all i deserve it pity which i fucking hate. stop making me feel bad for hating myself please
Summary
i’m having an. anxiety attack because i have to do somethjng for my brothers birthday and we’re somehwere that i might see the people from school and i absolutely hate everyone there and im so so so scaared
Honestly whoever the fuck is doing this to you. Is a complete bitch and rude, they can suck a frickin toe. She or he shouldn’t make you hate yourself, use you or say good things about you but not mean them. Okay take a deep breath, don’t let them get to you. I know that ententes you see some of your friends outside of school and it feel awkward. But be brave and just not talk to hem or do, don’t let them get inside your head.
Okay this “person,” is actually pissing me off. You deserve real friends and should attempt to leave that toxic relationship. They shouldn’t be doing this to you!
U r more than enough. Whoever is duuing this tu u clearly doesn’t deserve sumone as awsum as u. It feels terrible tu be in such a situation. I am very angry at this person, whoever they are. Tu hurt my fellow ratzol. I realleh just want tu fly tu where u live and give u a hugzzx, because u do NOT deserve this.
I legit hate myself as a person like legit I may have ended one of the best relationships I’ve ever been in and broke him…it’s coolio tho it’s fine. I thank my family for my anxiety and depression, and I thank my overwhelmed mind for second guessing my happiness because now I may not have it.