I don’t know why I feel like 2018 universally sucked for everyone, but it sucked for me, so share why it sucked for you!
So, in December of 2017, my sister passed away from cancer 10 days before my 19th birthday, making 2018 the absolute worst year for me emotionally. On top of that, my grandma passed away 5 months later, I moved out of my childhood home and I took the semester off of school and I am like a WHOLE year behind.
2018 was tbh the best year of my life. But yeah it’s also the most confusing. I changed some things about myself (good and bad I guess). I cried this year more I know that for sure
Well before 2018 I had been used to being in a popular group, but when I went to a new school I had to accept the fact that I’m not going to be that “popular” as I was, and I’ve had to get used to people not listening to me on certain things and giving me these weird looks… But I have found a good group of friends. 2018 just really played with my emotions.
I have a lot to say for this topic.
This year suck because:
People hates me
I have an enemy at school
She wants to ‘get close to me’ so she can ruin my life (her exact words)
My friends actually stand on her side
My depression starts
Life sucks in general
2018 sucked for me because, this is the year I’ve learned to embrace myself and my body. It’s been a BIG struggle and still is actually. Growing up as a young woman, I used to think I needed a boyfriend to love myself. I needed to have friends to feel accepted (no matter who they were)
Which is 100% wrong…it took me a while to realize my own self-worth, beauty, and strength; to stop letting people walk all over me just because I’m young.
I can finally say, I’m proud of the woman that I’m becoming and pray that despite my imperfections, I make my God and family proud.