You are not alone…
Oh, how ironic those lyrics are to me.
You are not alone…
Oh, how ironic those lyrics are to me.
You’re not. You can always find another passion.
I’m already depressed enough! (And listening to sad songs because screw life.)
I should compile a playlist of sad songs.
Now, to make a list of reasons why I shouldn’t live…
People don’t even accept my help
I don’t know
This is so weird…
Druing high school, everyone steered around me like I was an alien from out of space. In every group project I was the one kid who didn’t fit in. Well i survived those crappy years and now I’m VIwrites1
Yeah, it wasn’t bad so much. It was just I didn’t feel right talking to the people on here, they were so nice and cool. Where as I am mostly the opposite. I just wanted to think about my actions before coming back next week. I’m probably gonna be reading stuff but most likely I won’t text back
At the moment, I’d say I’m OK
Those are symptoms of psychopathy. I’d recommend a test from a professional…
Have you done it before?
Do you know anyone who you’re close to that would understand?
No family? Friends?
I don’t have psychopathy, but I understand how you feel. Trust me, I do.
Well, when I was younger I would always feel a sense of panic or stress right before school starts and I didn’t understand why I was feeling this. I always thought I was just really going to miss my family as at school I didn’t feel safe or secure but as years went by, I still felt like this. In recent years, I stumbled on the word “anxiety” and researched it more. It fit what I felt as I got a better understanding. Still, at my age, I feel like this. Even for the tiniest “negative” things at school, I felt like my world is ending as I would always remind myself that I have to go back to that environment, leading me to feel fragile and uncomfortable. Even if I get into a minor argument with my friend and I’m CLEARLY not in the wrong, I apologise as I didn’t want to add to my full list of small problems. I also DREAD talking to my friends as I always panic if my conversations are interesting and self doubt myself. I always think “Am I boring.” “They would be having a better time with someone else right now instead of talk to me” or “This is so awkward” even though its completely fine and I’m aware but still overthink. I remember answering a question in class and felt my heart was going to pump out from my chest. Even in public, I feel like people are judging me and staring at me but in actuality, they don’t care. I dunno what to do, I’ve just sort of accepted it as its who I am now. I hope I’ll improve my mental health in the future. But, yeah.
Accepting that you have a mental illness is a great thing. It gives you confidence to move past it.
I’m not trying to diagnose you but you sound like you have similar symptoms to a sociopath but it doesn’t mean that you are.
Here to get a better understanding:
That’s good.