I confess that I love you guys, and I just wanted you to knowā¦again. 
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I confess that Iāve been friends with somebody for a year now out of pity for them not having a lot of friends and canāt figure out how to admit it to them. 
We were really close for most of early last year, we had a lot of classes together hung out (neither of us were close with anyone else in any of our classes). I had a whole squad of best friends 
outside of classes and hung with them whenever I could. But during classes it was me and that guy (Letās call him Tom).
Tom was going through serious shit during our friendship, he came out as gay and was rejected then ridiculed by our entire grade. I guided him through that time and he confided in me, I myself was going through family shit but I never really opened up about it to him, I just kept a brave face for the sake of both our sanity.
Weāre still friends now and both our lives have calmed down. We donāt hang out as much cos we donāt any classes together, but he still comes and finds me with my other friends during lunch to sit and talk about things.
Heās very insecure so our convos usually go like this:
Tom: Aida am I annoying??
Me: Nope, except when you ask questions like that.
Tom: Ohā¦ okay.
Tom: I donāt have a lot of friends, everyone thinks Iām annoying.
Me: Friends need to be people you connect with, look for some sort of relation and dig from there.
Tom: Iāll tryā¦
After explaining what friendship is countless times to him I realised that Tom and I were never really friends. We relate to each other through having no friends in class and having crappy life situations, I didnāt understand him as a person and vice versa.
I feel like such a fake, I promise him so many things about himself that arenāt entirely true but would be devastating to him if he knew the honest answer. I know that if I continue being his āfriendā heāll never find happiness, because I canāt bring myself to be honest to him and admit his insecurities and he doesnāt need or deserve such horrible negativity in his life.
I just wish there was a way to make him see himself truly without hurting his feelings and deepening his insecurity. I just want him to be happy. Iām in a good place, but heās lost at sea clinging to somebody he thinks is a life boat when really is just a tidal wave slowly growing whose actions will drown him.
Whew, so thatās my confessionā¦
pls pm me advice if you have any, I really do want to solve this 
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Make new friends with himā¦ try to put someone in his life, to love and care forā¦
@anon48422657
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Iād kill @jdepisode, because of what she did to Scarlet all those months ago.
Iād kiss @Yeah09 because she is in my harem.
Iād marry @ScarletSwanHunter, because itās not that I like her or anything. She is a dear friend of mine, I enjoy her company greatly, and Iā¦I would miss her a lot if we ever lost contact.
Iād friendzone @LTea, because I wonāt drag her over to America.
Iād miss everyone in the Fairytale~d cult the most if they left the forums.
@Episode_fan1 is the person I feel like Iāve known forever when weāve only just met. Itās hard to believe that we have only known each other for a few months. XD
Iād cry rivers if @EpisodeGirl dies/disappears
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Aw Cricky! Do you want another hug darling?
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Ooo I get a kiss 
Thanks Crick, I appreciate you not killing me
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REALLY CRICK?! REALLY?!
-_- WHAT AM I CHOPPED LIVER
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I want to confess that even though I have only know @Tellyg47 for like 6 days he is amazing!!! He is sweetā¦ and he has been there for meā¦ thanks bae!!! You are the best!!
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I have a confession I cheated on an ex before and itās something I will take to the grave with me but honestly I fell out of love with him and I donāt regret it but I do regret not telling him I donāt believe in once a cheater always a cheater as I know itās something I will never do again
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Awwwwwhhhh Cricket 
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what did mah twinny do to mah aunt?
It sounds so much like Sidney Sheldonās Master of the Game when put this way, seriously XD
NO POLYGAMY! STICK BY MY AUNT!!! XD
I actually awed despite the fact we know it so well already 
Of course
Up until here I thought it was a kill, kiss, marry thing XD
You have me confused. Does that mean Tea would be in your harem had she beenā¦ uhā¦ could be dragged to America? But by that logic, Izzy would have been friendzoned too. Now Iām more confuzzled.
Oh fricky, todayās classes have had me brain-dead, cricky
Same
I DONāT KNOW HOW TO REACT TO THIS LIKE WHEN I FIRST READ I WAS ACTUALLY DAZED AND HAD TO READ MULTIPLE TIMES AGAIN AND LIKE IāM JUST GRINNING SO HARD RIGHT NOW!
Donāt think Iām sugarcoating or anything because Iām not, but I admire you for several things too, and wish I were more like you in a lot of aspects. No kidding.
Same
Oh look, I was right XDDDD
Is it only me who saw the beautiful pun here? Youād cry a river if River dies. See? No? Haā¦ uhā¦ k bye
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@AS007 you make the forums such a better place with those sassy replies and the humor. The fact that you ahem dare i say linked my rant to our PM as a farewell kind of message was appreciable. You really are one of a kind AS! I love as my ahem ahem sister
@jassie12dw J you are really kind and funny! I really enjoyed the times when you me and eleanor were the only active ones and we used to chat a lot. we didnāt know each other for very long but you opened up to us about so much of your personal life and trusted us with it was a gesture of pure friendship. iām sad that we donāt get to talk a lot, and i really miss you.
@Whispering_Flower You are really really kind, Whisper! I know we havenāt talked like a lot and I wish we did while we could, but you are amazing! You always say hi to me when I come online. Although some of the times my message goes unnoticed but you al_ways_ reply to the awkward hiās and helloās.
@Brooklyn_writes Wootlyn, yO! You once told me that Iām the kind of person everybody wants to be friends with. That was really kind of you and somehow that made my day a lot better even though itās contrary to what I believe. I like renaming your amazing username with absurd creativity and so far, youāve been an amazing friend to me! Thank you!
Hats off to our one and only @Secretz_lol whose idea brought all of together as friends. You are really nice and fun to talk with, Secretz. Not to mention one time we switched pfps and caused all the chaos.
@ChayChay We donāt know each other that well but you seem really cool, Chay. I want to let you know that you are amazing and Iād love to be friend if we could!
To all of you
There are others, too. Iām sorry if I forgot anybody! Itās nearly been a month and Iāve been occupied so my mindās a little rusty. But DW, I didnāt deliberately forget you!
I know Iām pretty much the outsider now, unlike previously. But I do miss and love all of you, even those who I have missed. All I have to say is,
I hope Iāll be able to fit in when I return and be introduced to all the new people.
Looking forward to all the fun with you guys! Thank you.
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Awā¦
Thanks SorryNah!
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I confess that I eat raw cookie doughā¦
Thatās a natural thing to do for some of us.
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Awwā¦ yes we can be friend!!! 
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Yay!
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