gosh where were you yesterday, huh??? When I was saying the same shit, when I was about to end everything??? You were sitting on your ass waiting for me to do it,
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I confess that I have been suicidal. All my life I never knew how to accept myself. That mattered. Untill recently, I realized that I have a place on this earth that was made for me and I can do amazing things. And Iāll shut up now.
Could we all stop the dramaaa. Itās so annoying.
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I also confess that I tried twice as well. My fear is that my sister tried to only once. I was scared to lose her, my best friend and blood. Itās regretful. I hadnāt realized how I could have made my sister feel, but then when the shoe was on the other footā¦ my heart stopped and I was petrified. I was sad that I wasnāt of use to make her happy. So I had to support her. I know she would have if my family know about my attemptā¦ I kept them secret until I talked on the phone with herā¦ Itās hard opening up like this. I donāt really like talking about myself much.
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Omg. I cant be online all the damn time! We all have are own problems. And people are ways on my back saying omg you should have been there for me! I have my own issues toā¦
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Yeah, same here. But itās good to not bottle things up inside, is what my old therapist used to say.
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Aā¦ Iām always here for you!!!
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Yeah I know how you feel Ray.
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the problem is that you were online
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Wow. I wish I can see a therapist. But it is going to be hard to face someone. I tried doing it online but they donāt help people who are fighting depression.
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Hehe
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Thanks!! I used to do it all the time for 5 years. I stopped without any help.
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It is also hard when your parents believe you. Then turn around to say it is a phase. Gosh I wish I can type more.
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Hehe
Yea. I managed to find as many outlets as possible. Counselling didnāt work for me because Iām too shy to talk to new people in person, but over time I found friends and family. I also relied on art hobbies the most and hope I can make a life out of what I love. I may still be in a dark place, but the light keeps expanding. I like it.
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I stopped seeing one six years ago. I just remember that quote from her. Although I canāt say I didnāt bottle everything upā¦
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No I wasnt.
I will help you the best I canā¦ like I said Iām fighting it tooā¦
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I know its crazy but the internet is my therapy. I can be myself, do art and is always occupied. If I am away for too long. I have no way to be happy. The people around me just donāt understand the way I feel like you guys do.
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whatever
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