life is dumb, lol can someone do my trig for me?
it’s not hard, my brain is just dead ~.~
I can try if ya want. 
So I’ve spent the last few days sick. I don’t really get sick- more of physical fatigue and mental fatigue. I don’t know how to explain it other than I get really dumb - and I like to think of myself as a pretty intelligent person (sometimes). Luckily school has been canceled because of the smoke (California Fires Part 2) - tho this new fire high key puts my town’s fire to shame. I think 1/9 people lost their homes in Santa Rosa? Paradise is like almost all gone right now. Nevertheless, back to my story.
I’ve been watching TV and slowly typing because I don’t want to do either. I’ve burned through like 10 series and don’t want to type, so I am doing both because I have nothing else to do. However, when watching She-Ra last night, it somehow reminded me of my ‘greatest’ book I’ve ever written. It’s over 320 pages (written) - and if you need a visual I took up 4 notebooks of about 120 pages each. So, last night I started to read the story at around 8, and got pretty tired so I went to bed around 10.
I woke up around 7am, and before I knew it, it was freaking 1:30pm like, I could not put this damn book down. It’s so fucking wonderfully written, and I paced the story like a fucking boss. But - goditsodamncliche. Hahaha, oh my god, it’s so cliche, so predictable. Like cliche check list right here -
- Abusive Parents (Check)
- Princess (Check)
- In Love with the enemy (Check)
- The Enemy ^ happens to be a devil, and the MC an angel (Check)
- Every dude loves the MC (Check)
- MC is a murdering kickass (Check)
- Creepy Pervert who is arranged to marry the MC (Check)
- Vampire Lover (Check)
- Love Interest is low key abusive (Check)
- Chosen One (Check)
- Chosen One is suppose to kill the Enemy Lover (Check)
ahh but it’s so great yall. I kinda want to spend another 8 or so hours reading it because AAAHHH it’s so great, so dark, and so not Episode Appropriate (Tho, I could probably get away with it because the gruesome stuff is pretty far in and I was brief about it… kinda? I could turn the blood into like purple then I could get away with it) . Now since I’m alot older I just want to throw in a female love interest because why the hell not - but right back to my story.
As I was reading my own story, it was getting progressively worse and worse because of several reasons.
- I killed off like all my favorite characters. Never should I have killed them off, but believe me, I screamed because it was great. I really knew how to kill of characters and make the reader emotional about it lol. Like I think I killed at least all the secondary characters in the story lol. (fucking hell I’m still hyped about the deaths ahh)
- ‘Season One’ ended so greatly, but because it ended so greatly, ‘Season Two’ was a mess. Like I was tossing in random characters to make up for the ones I killed and like they only lasted two episodes (I started to design all my stories like TV-shows) because they were poor characters. The best way I can think to describe what I did was like, season one you find and stop the murderer. Happy Ending. Then season two is like the victims are now trying to kill you? A total random left turn.
- The MC has like way too many mental break downs. Like, I know she’s like a human and all, but every 10 episodes or so was her having a mental break down, and tbh sometimes it was really cool - oh yeah
- SuPeR sEcREt Powers that come out when the MC is angry (Check)
Anywho, I am sharing this now because I am planning to fix my story (rip 150 pages, oh well) and typing helps me think. So ye
Title speaks for itself. If you want to share anything, I’d like to listen(read). I’m kinda bored 
yr not the only one whos bored
lol im bored but im good. 
that’s good to hear! Aren’t I? I just got back from work and did a few things for school and now I’m bored because I don’t want to sleep yet, haha
lol, and guess what, the thread was moved! lol. im still trying to get these requests out of the way soon.
Yeah, I was a little confused but I found it again! Oh, you make covers/backgrounds etc?
yep. except art scenes.
Ah good luck! My photoshop program triggers my laptop so unfortunately I can’t make edits 
what kind of laptop u have i also use photoshop
An Acer, but I’ve got a few programs and games on it so it’s probably just getting old
yh
So, I’ve been alone - home alone - for the past like two weeks. It’s freaking amazing. I am going to live alone forever because this is amazing. I have Alexa just blasting my own songs, I have cats to talk to (we have great conversations clearly). I can watch T.v. for hours - like today, I think I got up at 7am. Sat in this chair. It’s now 9:33pm. I’ve made no progress in life besides 10 or so episodes of Madame Secretary (totally worth it).
I retract my previous statement because now I have to leave the house and get food. I’m debating starting but not leaving the house… or leaving the house to get food… maybe I should get fast food…
I had a cliche moment at work where the bad-boy coworker threatened to attack a regular if the regular poked me again.
That’s… actually nice of him
It is but the only thing going in my head was this is right out of an episode story
Or a wattpad one
I haven’t been on the forums in so freaking long, oof. Do people even remember me?

Damn, this place has changed a lot, I hardly even recognized it. XD