A festival for divas, just what the world needed. 
The world just needs more good people, ones who show kindness and love 
Does not really look like we are striving into that direction lately, but maybe one day we will learn. 
I feel really happy right now, I feel like life is starting to become better. I have hope for a bright future, I’m no longer going to let my bad past and the misery I was born into bring me down, I will be stronger, more positive and take control of my destiny

What did you smoke? 


Yes. 

No, I don’t smoke or take drugs or drink or anything like that, unfortunately, I’ve had to spend most of my life around toxic people and toxic behavior without any say BUT now I’m the one in control and I will make sure I have the best life possible going forward

P.S Yes, this means I might re-live a childhood and act like a kid sometimes, just feel free ignore my silliness

I just spent the past hour trying to find the reason why my expensive screenwriting program kept crashing… Let’s just say that I paid way too much for it and it sucks… If I didn’t need it for school I would have deleted it a long time ago… And on top of that, I have to wash my favourite coat because I got drenched in beer last night… I rarely go out so of course, something like that would happen because I decided to leave my apartment… I don’t even drink so I thought that I would be spared to smell like a liquor cabinet… Life is great…
Well, you are never too old to embrace your inner child, just look at me. Do what pleases you and feels right for you. 

Did you guys hear the news about MCR?

I feel like just because I’ve taken Science stream, I’m entitled to only and only and only Engineering 
People around me just go off about how I’ve taken Science and how I’m so lucky to get that stream after 10th grade and how there are so many engineering colleges out there and how I can compete easily for JEE and how much load of opportunities I have in engineering –
But what if I’m not capable of engineering? What then? Is it the end of the world for me? What if I don’t qualify for engineering?
People around me whom I tell about this mostly gasp in shock and tell that except engineering and medical there’s absolutely nothing, nada, non in the world for Science students.
And I know its a bull-load of cr*p. But hey, that’s how the society is around me, right? I should follow whatever they do or say. When in Rome, do as the Romans do, right?
So much for having a back-up plan 
Never
I suddenly feel so depressed, omg. where tf did this come from—







I’m also super confused about nothing like I was super confused about something but forgot what it was so now I just have the feeling of being super confused 
Oh no! 
Maybe your subconscious all of a sudden decided that it wanted to root through stuff and confuse you.
Hope it will pass soon!
Just want you to know that you bring so much joy to the community and are very helpful 
Maybe, haha. I did write out basically, my depressing life story lmao, so I guess that could be where both emotions are coming from.
Thanks, that’s really kind of you. I’ve not seen you around much, you’re new, right? I’m sure the community will grow to love you and know you soon 


I think I saw that post
and probably hehe
Yeah, I’m pretty new
and I spend too much time reading “all” the topics.
Thanks 
I read a lot of topics as well, haha. I also secretly check out the drama in threads if I’m bored 
I’ve been here for almost a year (my forum anniversary is in 8 days, so excited!) so if you have any questions about the forums or wanna chat about stuff in general, feel free to PM me 

Haha, same 
Yay! That’s exciting 
Thanks!
It’s probably just the season, I dislike November… 
hm…
one good thing is that my birthday is in 26 days.
but i’ve been feeling really insecure lately & i think my depression is getting bad again.
i’m fine, though. 