Go ahead Darlena ^-^
post whatever you need to post whenever ^-^
today my friends and I were looking up Spanish swears and it was very interesting and our Spanish accents are so white outside of class we just kept laughing
I want to use some of those Spanish swears in English because they’re hilariousss (my favorite: “I hope you get f—d by a fish”)
Well, I would have probably ended up posting this sooner or later anyways. This will probably only make sense to me though haha. So here we go.
An open letter to my friend who I’ll call N for the sake of this:
I love you and I really want things to get better for you, so please stop hurting yourself. You know, I’ll always be grateful that you decided to open up to me out of all people. Me, a girl who can’t even control and express her emotions properly and doesn’t know what to say to give you good advice. And I’ll always be there for you to make you smile and to listen to all the positives and negatives in your life. I know a lot has happened recently with him, your boyfriend, and your friend. And I know that you’re emotionally unstable. You blame yourself for things that you can’t control and you get easily affected by those around you. You know what, I honestly don’t know what I’m trying to say anymore. Just…I know you love him and he loves you too, but please don’t dwell on the past too much. Talk to him, work it out, don’t bottle everything up again but don’t let it all out either. I don’t want to see you relapse or get hurt once again cause the scars will fade in time. You’re not a bad girlfriend, you’re certainly not an object, and you’re worth so much more than you think you are. So please, take care of yourself.
I need to hear you say them XD
I might just record myself saying some and send you a link later on XD
I now understand your swears in Spanish completely
That’s beautiful, Darlena
I hope your friend gets better
I’m so tired but it’s not even 11PM yet what is with me
half of me knows I shouldn’t sleep until at least 11:30PM but it’s really hot and I’m exhausted and have a headache so I could just sleep now…
so I’ve got the worst headache and straightup in physics my teacher starts playing this super loud and high pitched frequency for like five minutes straight like can you not
it takes so much effort not to fall asleep in physics honestly like I couldn’t open my eyes I straightup was sitting there with my eyes closed forcing my brain to listen
who in the heck thought first period physics was a good idea when everyone’s tired and stupid and dead?!
Welp, half of my English group didn’t do their part for the rough draft due at the end of class today. I already wrote two and a half pages last night + the introduction + I started the discussion, so they better contribute.
O_O
He’s actually worrying.
Yeaaah, I didn’t see him today but then I realised he’s coming on Wednesday and I’m terrified once again
So… I was complaining to J about how I had left my keys at my house so I was locked out and he casually suggested that I should go to his place and I DIDN’T EVEN HESITATE! I began looking for routes to go there right away. It wasn’t until my father called me that i realised I couldn’t go to his place because 1) I don’t have the endurance to go there walking 2) it would be impossible to take another busy at this hour and 3) my parents would kill me if they found out I went to his place
I’ve officially lost all my rational capacities when it comes to him .-.

for all the forumers out there who need this <3
Ahh, why am I so sensitive ._.
Aww 