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Okay so Story Time: it is a little long but I just wanna share it.

It before I begin here is some clarification on our “characters”

K= My twin sister
il= My Best Friend
W= One of my gay guy friends
G= One of my guy friends (He says he likes dudes so you could say he’s gay, but I have a suspicion he is actually bi but that is neither here nor there)
N= One of my female friends
M= One of my acquaintances who kinda annoys me.

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So, I’ve been off and on having a crush on W and it sucks because as I mentioned above, he’s very very very, flaming gay. The reason I’ve been off and on is because my brain is like “Hey he’s gay. He is not going to like you the way you like him so stop focusing on that and try to strengthen your platonic relationship.” But then my heart gets bored of this idea and decides to take over, “But he’s so cute and funny and nice and talented!” So yeah. I am currently in that phase and I’m one of those unlucky people that really have no control over when they have a crush or not.

So, we went to Choir Festival and on the way back we decided to pla Never Have I Ever. il and K weren’t in my bus because we split the two busses up with sopranos and tenors in one bus and altos and basses in the other. So, I was left with G, W, N and M. It was all fine and dandy when M said, “Never have I ever had a crush on an openly gay guy.” She was meaning to target the two gay guys in the group, but I spoke up because well, I have. And he just so happened to be in the group.

So, since we’re friends, and W is a complete open book, He decided he was gonna ask me who. And well, I lied obviously, but I’m an awful liar. I said it was nobody he’d know. Meanwhile, G was glaring at me because he’s known for a long time that I’ve liked W. K and il had a field day when I told them what happened. So yeah that was an awful adventure.

But there’s more.

So after all that went down my crush kinda just peaked for while, before my brain finally decided to kick in and make my heart actually think. And all was well.

But today, we started rehearsals for il’s quince. And W is her main chambelan, and G and I were temporary partners for today since my partner couldn’t be there. G and I were doing really well and W and il were struggling a little bit. So, G helped il and I helped W and well… yeah I bet you know what happened.

My heart took the wheel and now I’m stuck with those fluttering crushy feelings and it sucks so… please send help! :confused:

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You know how we always judge those stories romanticising teacher-student relationships, because they’re immoral af BUT ALSO BECAUSE WE NEVER GET ATTRACTIVE TEACHERS??? YEAH I WAS eXtRA SALTY ‘bout that until this year :’)

Man… The new D.T teacher is so attractive EVEN MY MARRIED CHEMISTRY TEACHER WHO IS HAS LIKE KIDS IN THEIR 20s WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW ATTRACTIVE HE WAS (and I think she scarred the guys in the process) BuT IDK WHY I FIND THIS SO FUNNY???

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Because humans who suffer from that kind of attraction are funny?

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So I was ridiculously bored and in a weird mood so I made a quick, kinda stupid topic to emphasize my point.

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Enjoy my 5 minute masterpiece. XD

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So J was out sick today and instead of working on English she literally spent half an hour making a remix of a random vine video that A made. XD

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looks at my crush’s insta
looks back at you
I relate to this.

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so sleepy and it isn’t even 10PM: the story of Mehek’s life

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(ft. me learning how to use bitmoji on my laptop)

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so we get to choose one of a few options for our drama final project and there’s one option where you can write a musical theater version of a scene from a classic like Romeo and Juliet or whatever and the teacher hasn’t given hella details about it so I’m not sure I’ll choose it BUT I WANT TO SO BADLY

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there was also an option with a bunch of creative things and one option was to write a musical theater type song based on a personal experience and perform it and I really wanted to do one about my crush since I already have the beginnings of a song about her in a private vent somewhere but 1) I can’t come out to a class full of popular people I’m already pretty much at the bottom of the social totem pole I don’t need to be ignored further 2) my crush is in that class and I think if she thought about it she’d realize it was her. or if she didn’t, her boyfriend (also in that class) might, and I don’t need that.

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I mean maybe if I do the thing where I take my senior year college courses on the community college campus maybe I’ll say heck it and do it anyway (but with less focus on her specifically) since it’d be my last day here and nobody would ever see me again anyway so they couldn’t ostracize me.

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slams head against wall

I just want to come out to more people but I’m so afraid to- currently only my friends (IRL and internet) know but like half the time it feels like I have to hide this huge major part of me from the entire world but the other half it feels like it’s the most obvious thing and I may as well have a tattoo saying “bisexual” on my forehead it’s that obvious and I feel ashamed of it somehow

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if I do this, which actually isn’t sounding like the worst option (not counting the fact that I can’t sing), I might actually be super vague and just do something about coming out of the closet and never specify. let 'em believe what they want.

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UPDATE: I am proud to say post-musical theater unit I have thankfully finally befriended two anime sophomores. We did Heathers the musical and every time any of us see each other, we all say “hEATHER” in the most condescending voice possible. Also we talk sometimes otherwise. I’m glad I finally have some friends. Even if it took an entire year.

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Admit it. You want to do the Romeo Rickroll.

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dang how’d you guess

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:smirk:
Why wouldn’t you?

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because I’m not sure failing drama of all the classes is something I should be doing second sem junior year? XD

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:man_shrugging:
I’m sure they’ll understand.

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Dear -dream school-,

The reason I failed drama is because I wanted to rickroll hella. So much that I decided my grade was worth this sacrifice. I rickroll with pure passion. Accept me anyway please. I’m desperate.

-Mehek

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We’re actually doing this as our English final for Romeo and Juliet haha

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