♥ the ranting thread. (V2) ♥

What is it about?

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It’s about these 10 people who discover notes on their pillows and are set out on a deadly scavenger hunt to discover their own secrets.

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-_-

By moving, I’ve distanced myself from my best friends, and I feel like we’ll never be like we were before. My friends here… well, they’ve only been my friends for 9 weeks. I just feel alone. I keep seeing everyone as 1-dimensional figures, but I know they’re not, I just feel like it’s MY fault for thinking that. People here think I’m cool because of where I used to live, but I feel like no one knows the true me. The curriculum was faster where I was, so like half of my classes are a grade above everyone else. Even people I never talked too before, when I do talk to them, they ask where I went to elementary school. I have to say that I just moved here. When I tell them where from, they’re like (oh you’re that really smart girl from__. And that’s exactly what I’m trying to avoid. I feel like people are trying to put me in a box, and I’m not that kind of person.

Sure, I’m taking classes two grades above my grade level. Sure, I moved from __. But I’m so much more than that, and I feel like no one sees it but me. I do aerial circus arts, I’m teaching myself for contortion. I danced for 7 years. I have a 3-octave vocal range.

I wish I was never catcalled.

I wish I wasn’t exposed to sexual harassment and molestation in 7th grade. I wish I wasn’t claustrophobic because of it.

I wish I wasn’t so focused on electronics.

God, now I’m feeling so self-centered. Why do I feel like my world revolves around me? Well, probably because it’s me, but why?

Why do I feel like the knives I have in my room are there in case I ever want to cut myself, not in case someone breaks in through my window?

I wish I was more sheltered by my parents.

I don’t mean that.

I just… The other day I was talking to my friends, and I was talking about something politics related, and they were all like ‘wait what does that mean? Also idk who u r talking abt.’

I feel so much older than I am.

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So, mystery? Like mine?

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Well, it’s morell ike a fantasy-thriller, but that’s the basic storyline.

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I can relate… Do you remember what I said about what happened to me in 7th grade?

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Wow! So it’s almost like mine, but not really.

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no :persevere:

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lol hehe is yours out yet?

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Oh. The guy who’d call me his “girlfriend”… He’d always follow me around, try to kiss me in public, hold my hand… :persevere: I’m about to cry just remembering it…

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oh my gosh lovey…

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Nope. I’m creating characters and outfits right now. I have my covers, I just need splashes.

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I only told my therapist last week…

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Ack. Someone took advantage of a crowd outside my classroom (fight) and pushed me up against a locker and grabbed my breasts, nothing ever happened bc i could identify who he was.

Also abt your story, cool! I’m almost done with my first chapter, this is the farthest i’ve ever gone with an idea.

I gots to go… dinner oof.

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oh my gosh… lovey, if you ever need to talk to someone, I’m always always always here

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Love that’s so terrible! Like disgusting if you wanna talk as well I’m here for you that’s some bull!

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Oh my God… Please talk to me if you need to.
For the previous contest, I didn’t make it on time… Hopefully I get to this time.

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Thank you. :heart:

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I just wanna rant that life sucks.

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My therapist also said it might have triggered my depression. I don’t know… I try to avoid it as much as I can.

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