If someone looks at me more even 3 seconds, I make a disgusted face at them leave and never see them again. Give that person death stares and you’ll be fine.
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I guess xD but I work with them
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Make up excuses every time you see them.
Hey, Fallen! How are yo-
Sorry, my goldfish has diarrhea and I need to leave 
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I need to rant.
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I am not fine. I am not happy, I am not well. I’m tired. Sad. Angry. Depressed. And wanting to die.
I hate it. I hate myself, I hate the way I’m feeling, sometimes I hate my own existence. I hate my negativity. My anxiety. I hate feeling like everyone hates me. I hate that I relapsed yesterday. I feel empty when I listen to music. Nothing interests me anymore. Me and my mother fight almost everyday, no, everyday. I find no happiness in my home. I want to run away. I feel like a burden all the time. I close myself in. I ignore people, my friends. I decide not to talk to anyone. I don’t cry. So many people I love and admire are dying this year. I can’t help them. My friends are hurting. I can’t help them. I have so much regrets, guilt, and fears that I keep in. I have no one to talk to in real life. The people I care about have stopped caring about me. I skip classes, and my grades are sinking. I lie about myself to keep others happy. I try to make everyone happy, but I can never be happy. I’m tired of feeling hopeless. Feeling insecure, thinking that I’m not enough. Having trust issues and practically being unable to talk to boys because of one fucking guy from my past. Looking back at my scars, and covering them up. Searching up and reading various methods of suicide. Attempting suicide only to pussy out of it. Doing everything, but getting no joy. Failed love. I’m. Just. Tired.
Hopeless
Evil what they call me
Loneliness is all I’ve felt
Pain is all I feel
Maybe I’ll find a way out
Everyday I still search for what I lost.
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Small rant
I need to rant somewhere about the College Days contest. I feel, idk, hopeless after seeing all these entries by popular authors that already have more then 3k reads, when our story only has 15. I am wondering why people dont even want go give our story a chance? The same entries are promoted all over Ig, and I tried to promote our story a lot, and nothing. I know I should give it time, but yeah, its kinda demotivating seeing stories with already 3k reads (even more). And we really worked hard on our story… Well I just have to accept that a small author like me dont stand a chance against this popular authors 
Also on more positive note, we had two reads and got first fanmail asking for CC, so we replied there is a limited CC at the beggining of first episode, and then that person replied and what about CC for LI? And honestly I didnt even know what to reply to this, because we basically dont have LI there, the main character has a wife and some crazy chicks going after him, but they are not like a regular love interests 
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I know how you feel. I have no fanmail and 17 reads. Stories like “My Best Friend’s Father” (what the fuck?) already have 3K reads. But then I tell myself, I’m writing for myself and my readers. So I don’t give a shit about the reads. People who hate those stories will read small authors’ original stories, and not the cliche ones that we’re sick of.
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what is your story called? I will give it a read 
and yeah you are right, its just a shame that most readers on the app prefer these kind of stories
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I definitely will 
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Thank you!
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I’m so stressed and panicky. Everyone expects me to be some big and great person but. What if I can’t do that? What if all that I can be is me and what if me is not enough? I don’t understand. I’m trying my best but my best isn’t enough. My mom and I were talking last night and I can’t even pay for college. My grandparents are millionaires but they can’t find the decency to even help their grandkids and daughter? It’s not fair!!! I’m tired of people assuming that since I’m white and blonde and just. People stereotype me as a rich, priveleged, lucky, girl who doesn’t have to deal with shit. They think I’m an idiot because I’m dumb. I’m not. I think. I’m just not stupid. Obviously I’m not smart but I’m not stupid. And I hate when people say “sis you’re white. No one bothers you the way I get bothered” no!!! When that girl says that, she’s talking about my hair and about my neighborhood. Neither of my parents come from good neighborhoods. Let alone live in them. I live in a dangerous neighborhood. Ok??? Those neighbourhoods aren’t reserved for non whites. That would be horrible. And my hair??? Yeah!!! It’s difficult to handle!!! When it gets wet (from rain or snow. Not showers) it gets sticky and impossible to detangle. It’s so blonde that people think I’m a blonde bimbo. It’s “soft and silky” as people say and therefore think they are entitled to touch my hair and pet me. DON’T PET ME!!! I’m not a dog. I’m a human being. Don’t touch me. And when I have friends (maybe this is normal but I’m really not used to having friends) they’ll call my name. Sometimes I don’t want to answer. So they keep saying my name. I still don’t respond, hoping they would stop. But they don’t. What makes people think that if I’m not responding, you should scream my name and tap my shoulder and whisper in my ear? Obviously I’m not gonna answer!!! Also!!! If you think that I’ll think you’re pretty and want to date you JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE A GIRL. Then you’re a fucking idiot. I have a type. Maybe you don’t fall into that type. So stop. Just because I’m gay, I’m not attracted to every single girl I meet!!! That’s like saying that guys are attracted to every girl in school. No! Ooh and when you think you can say I “look gay” no. Ok? No. I don’t look gay. No one does. You can’t look like a sexuality. Mmmmmmmmmm and I’ve got 1k followers on Instagram. People say that likes don’t matter but when I spend hours on edits that I make SPECIFICALLY FOR POSTING (legit the picture size, everything. I wouldn’t make edits if I didn’t get any recognition for them) but I have 1k+ followers and I only get 30-60 likes on posts. 60 out of 1,000 of my followers like my post. That’s unfair!!! I’m sorry but that really upsets me. Or when people say “this class is so boring” and look at me as if I’m supposed to just sit, nod, and agree. What if I don’t. What if I don’t agree. Ugh and the lyric “no I don’t wanna sit still look pretty. You get off on a 9-5 dream of picket fences and trophy wives but no. I’m never gonna be” and it hit me hard. I don’t want to be everything everyone expects me to be. Even my mother says shit like “I know you, Amani. You’re favorite color is pink. You’re a good girl” NO!!! MY FAVORITE COLORS ARE BLACK AND PINK. NOT JUST PINK. OK?? I’M NOT YOU, MOM!! I DON’T WANT TO BE YOU AND I NEVER WILL BE!!! And I’m not a “good girl” (by good girl she means innocent and perfect) I’m not. I’m just me. Ok? Ok. Ugh and when she buys me clothes that make me look like a 5 year old? I’m sorry Mommy. I know you try but I’m not 5. I’m 13 years old. You know what??? I COULD LEGIT GET MADE FUN OF FOR THESE SHOES. I’M NOT YOU’RE LITTLE GIRL ANYMORE. PLEASE. STOP. And no one understands!!!
Anyway. Yeet.
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There are a ton of mistakes in that but I was thinking faster than I could type
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Ok so I’m probably gonna be over dramatic rn and go a little girl crazy…
Summary
My a couple of my friends don’t think any Asians, Caucasions, or Indians are cute??? Like um sweety have you seen some of these guys they’re 
. Some are fine, like fine. I looked up a couple people to show my friends and holy jdkene. Ok im done. I just had to get that out. Damn the Asians where hot though
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Hey it’s me iqra
I made this forum because I know that everyone does have a life and they do have tea or just need to rant sometimes, I myself do I will rant about something that’s so stupid you won’t believe it or maybe you’ll find it interesting it’s your choice it read it. Well yes, this forum is not supposed to be about me it’s supposed to be about you guys!
By the way you guys, you can spill tea or rant about episode things or real life things.
MY RANTT
Okay I have a best friend Kris, she and this one other boy
“Andrew” and so they are obsessed with each other, like always messing around and he is SO ANNOYING like and she’s like ew i hate him, but me and my other bestfriend Angel, are like sisss we know you guys like each other just start dating already and i’m so annoyed of this… I know this is such a short rant, there’s more to the story honestly, if you’re that interested just dm me
Have fun spilling tea angels 
Love, iqra 
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So I wasn’t talking with my friend for like weeks or so, because she always get jealous so easily. I hated it that. So I would never talk to her unless you apologize to me first, but she apologized to me today, but I don’t need her talking shade
My friend annoys me so much somtimes!! I mean I love her to death but all she ever seems to do is humble brag about how many guys want to date her. But there not even real guys they are internet weirdos with social issues and weird fetishes that she tolerates. I am so sick of her coming to complain to me about this weeks weirdo who is trying to date her and then talking about all the other guys online who just are in LOVE with her personality. I want to be like, “the only reason that they date you is because you are a girl who doesn’t instantly block their creepy advances”. Also whenever I actually give her solutions like break up with them, tell them your in a relationship, or literally try at all to get out of it she makes up excuses why she can’t and continues to complain!
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my friend …she is just like that …and I don’t know according to her everybody is having crush on her …
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I’m sorry that’s happening. I know how you feel, so talk to me. Okay?
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I kinda wanna throw up. Literally feel sick.
So, I like to play myself off as an asshole with little to no feelings and that I don’t really care that much about people all the time, but the deep, dark truth is that I do care. I have compassion, as sad as it is. So when I see something anywhere where people are straight up just being mean to each other and purposefully hurting someone else, I end up feeling sick.
I get it if you’re like, “opinion” and then someone else is like “opposite opinion” and then the conversation goes like “reasons” “reasons” instead, when I see like “you’re opinion is stupid, you’re dumb for having that opinion” etc, I wanna throw up.
My sister is so bad about this. I do not understand mean-spirited people. I do not understand why people want to hurt others and bully others and intentionally cause arguments. It’s fine to have your opinions and stuff, but can’t we all just love each other anyway? God! If we can’t love each other, what’s the point?!
How MISERABLE do you have to be to purposefully cause other people to be hurt/annoyed or whatever!
I understand you can’t control how people feel, and I can be insensitive myself sometimes, but I never try to hurt people or intentionally cause trouble, and I always try to make it clear that I’m calm, chill, neutral, just talking “my truth” or whatever, not attacking anyone or thinking someone else is dumb because they don’t agree with my point of view.
I wish she’d understand that her experiences aren’t the experiences others go through. Her way of thought isn’t the gospel, damn it, and she and anyone else who does this, needs to really look at themselves and stopfor a second. Realize ya’ll’s way of thinking isn’t the only right way.
She literally told me the other day that gender dysphoria isn’t real. Of course, rooted in the fact that she doesn’t understand what it even is. EYEROLLS SO HARD
“Women can’t be men, men can’t be women. No man will ever understand what’s it is like to really be a woman. How do you “feel” like a woman? You’ve never been a woman! You can’t feel like a woman!”
What even is a DSM-5, Miss. I have postpartum depression? Miss. I’ve been struggling with depression for a long time? Miss. Intellectual?
Stop thinking that you know everything and that your opinion is gospel because you know some stuff or believe some nonsense you hear in your echochamber. Jesus.
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I’m very sorry but I really didn’t get the purpose ofy this thread, is it supposed to be ranting mostly about Episode issues like the weird stuff we see people doing in the community or just basically talking about our personal issues?
This is honestly a question, I really got lost and I’m just trying to understand.
Its just ranting about anything you want to rant about
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