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I feel like vanishing into thin air and never ever coming back again.

When I used to/still do provide solutions to people needing help, I feel confident and happy. Yet when I am the one needing help, I feel lost and clueless and sad and extremely stupid.

Its a weird feeling – when you have no idea what is going wrong and how to right it. When you have no idea how to figure out the values of variables in a Quadratic Equation and what to substitute in place of them.

I have no idea whether venting about this would help in any sense. I always thought that solving your problems is better than wasting time venting about it.

But then again, this was my first time in trying sharing a glimpse of my problems to the world (Its better if they wouldn’t care about it)…

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Damn, that’s terrifying!

These tiny situations lead up to big horrible situations like Human Trafficking. Its prevalent in many different parts of the world now.

I was once in the same situation as you – except that it was a group of men following me. I had quickly hid inside the garden of the big mansion of my close neighbour. The men just took few rounds around the mansion boundary on their bikes, waiting for me to get out. Half an hour passed till they were gone. I had phoned my parents about the same and they took me home.

No matter how much the government tightens the security, our safety still lies in our own hands.

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i just made a huge rant about racism, homophobia, sexism etc…i think y’all should check it out cuz y’all love to rant
https://forums.episodeinteractive.com/t/racism-homophobia-sexism-etc/90706?u=anonymousauthor1

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I was honestly terrified. I normally don’t get scared much, but that… I guess you could say we’re lucky.

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Interestingly, there’s a Japanese book that’s pretty similar to Hunger Games that came out before! I believe it’s called Battle Royale… or maybe that’s just the name of the film that came out before Hunger Games. We can’t escape a little bit of copying!

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rant 4.)

oof im numbering my rants cuz i feel annoying but this is weird

so i was scrolling thru instagram and it recommended my church friends brother account. (i don’t follow him) and i saw that my school friend followed him, so i looked at his account and my school friend’s account didn’t appear so i was confused. naturally, i went to my church friends acc and searched up the acc that i saw that followed my church friends brother and my school friend follows her AND (probably) her brother! (the account was a private second acc-ish but it had her old username and in her bio it said to follow her main and no one follows that acc not even her) i don’t want to confront my school friend about it but i find it so weird and my church friend has a couple of pics of us together that i just want my church friends (there are 2 others) to know about. and ive barely talked about my church friend to my school friend. :woman_shrugging:

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Man… this isn’t really an angry rant but a rant nevertheless I suppose.

You know when you really want to do something, you really want to help but nothing ever works? Or, it’s just not your place to say anything?

I don’t know anymore, I try to be realistic but sometimes I just get hopelessly optimistic. It’s hard to see life from this point of view because no one understands you. You’re just, there and you can’t share it with anyone.

Different is good I suppose but everyone fails to point out that different is lonely. It’s a lonely journey you walk alone and sure, you get stronger but in the end, you’re on your own.

I don’t know what I’m doing anymore, I’m just so out of it. I’ve been saying a lot, most of it’s sweet but I still feel like a hollow being.

I keep dreaming about the person who always brought the most light into my life and I’m barely getting any sleep. I don’t want to anymore, it’s painful. He’s so important, I really do want to see him again just not in my dreams. I know I can’t right now, I’m ashamed to face him - I won’t be the same person he remembered, I don’t have that pureness he used to admire or that outspoken nature he mocked.

I can’t forget him and I don’t want to, I don’t want to send him a half assed text when he practically used to walk miles just to come see me. I miss my best friend, I miss were we used to be. I feel like, I’d rather regret not moving here than regret leaving.

I never had to open my mouth, it’s like he could read my mind and being the introvert I was, that was amazing. Nolstagia always hits, especially when I focus back: should I call him? No, why would he want to see me?

I’ll never have a friend like him, he’s always going to be the most important person in my mind and nothing changes that. I don’t want to turn eighteen, I want to turn back time but that’s not possible so I guess I’ll move forward.

I don’t need advice, not with this. I just needed to say it somewhere but to no one in particular. I don’t need to discuss it because I’d rather save those thoughts for when I see him again. I simply wish I’d give people a chance and that I would stop comparing all my relationships to the one we had.

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guess who’s back, to rant again?

It’s me. That’s who. Can’t you tell?

Anyway…

I saw a post by @Moshix2 that also has to do with eating disorders. Well relatable:

So I was sick, today. I stayed home from school. About half an hour after everyone was let out, I get a text from a friend that says: “Hey Laloni had a rough day, today”

(Laloni is the girl in my pfp with me)

I immediately freaked out and was like “what?! What happened?!”

Someone told an admin at my HS she had an eating disorder. I already knew, ofc, but she was making good progress, so I kept quiet. There is a possibility she will be sent back to the same hospital she was in, before she relapsed, for 6 months.

I love her so much, and all though someone should have known, they didn’t have to like this. She was doing good, and getting better! I don’t want her to go in a hospital for 6 months.

I texted her and then ran over to her house and talked to her. She was upset too. I felt bad because I wasn’t there, at school today. I wanna be there for her. She’s one of my best friends. I just listened to what she had to say and I gave her a hug. I really wish I could help her, but I don’t know how, tbh. When I encourage her to eat, she gets upset. She counts her calories, and spends hours on instagram looking at model’s and complaining about her body.

But she’s fricking beautiful! Honestly.

I don’t get where her head is at, because she thinks she’s ugly, and useless. I don’t want her to go back, but I don’t want her relapsing, again. Ughh.

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My school can honestly go suck on a rotten lemon. I really want to cuss bes “guidelines”. Goddddddddd why can’t people leave me alonnne, I just want to sit in a corner and do my thing but nooooooooo, they have to ask about my grades, my uni, my future when idek anymore like jeez. School just makes me freak out so much even if I know what I’m talking about and nnnnn I’m freakingouttoomuchimjustgonnabye

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Hmmmm haven’t done this in a while. Welp here it goes this day has been crap like hahahahaha it’s hilarious but yeah my parents idek what’s up honestly I mean a lot in my life happened and I feel like they hold that against me which they do a little I see the side glances they give me and how I can’t even fully hang out with friends because I’m not trusted enough. Then they expect me to just stay at home and practice to become a mom and wife I mean thanks but they don’t care what I want at all. I have dreams and goals but that never made them happy, why? Because I was never the golden child yeah I’m older but not perfect. I’m the oldest yeah but they also say I’m the first pancake, so it doesn’t matter. :joy: ya know my whole family are Christians yet they treat me so bad like well thank you love y’all too. Just because I want to have friends they look down on me my other sister is the smart/athletic one. My other sister after that is this perfect godly girl. My brother is smart/and strong and just everything my little baby brother is just the sweet heart. Then there’s me the screw up the messed up one the one that just caused too much problems why? Idk but whatever that’s what they want fine! I don’t care at this point they made their choice. But I’m not going to stay here and just wait because in a few years I’ll be 18 and finally able to leave.

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Sorry for the long thing I just needed to get that off my chest.

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So we cab rant about anything on here?

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Yep, anything. :slight_smile:

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Cool here it goes

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Im kind pissed FUCKING pissed but surprisingly calm cause maybe im use to it. And im probably overreacting but my dad doesnt FUCKING TELL US IN ADVANCE THAT HES GONNA BE LATE PICKING US UP. He does this so freaking much like it will take 2 minutes to just call or text to let me know. BUT U KNOW GOING TO THE RANGE AND SHOOTING WITH A FRIEND OR FRIENDS IS MORE IMPORTANT, BUT WHATEVER. I think i kinda overreacted sorry!

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I would be frustrated too! It’s one thing to be late once, it’s another to do it consistently without telling you, especially when letting you know ahead of time is that simple. If he doesn’t know, you could tell him how upsetting this is.
Also, you can rant on this thread as much as you want haha.

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Lol thanks. My dad doesnt listen though, im kinda used it or atleast i should be by now

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Perhaps you need to make your parents crack

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now first of all find out which mofo snitched-

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:joy: cook them crack???