I’m really sorry for your loss. It’s gonna be hard day by day, but you will eventually be happier and you will feel better.
When my grandpa died this year it was the first time that I lost someone that close to me and I never thought I would be able to be happy again but I got better as the time went by.
Those things are never easy but remember that they are in a better place right now and that they never really left and are always by your side. 
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