Totally same. I do occasionally still enjoy getting together with my old ‘directioner’ friends and listen to their music, though. 
I had this phase in my life about 5-6 years ago where I’d always listen to sad music or some kind of hard rock music while avoiding people and just thinking about how stupid my teenage problems were. I cringe everytime I see stuff from that period because oh my god, I was so stuck up in my own little life and my small everyday problems that I didn’t realize what a great life I actually had. Dumbass 