That’s okay. That’s what a lot of us on the forums are here for - to ask for help and to provide help.
There are shops here on the forums where you can submit a form if you like their work and they’ll make and edit covers for you to use.
Some shops:
You might need to ask Ellie if you can go on a wait list for a cover or something for this shop. 
You might also need to ask Kiki if you can go on a wait list for a cover, but you can’t ask her for the same cover as another shop and vice versa.
You could one shop to do your small cover and the other to do your large cover though if you wanted.